My life makes my choice for me more often then not and I like it like that.
I try in the manner I see trying to be most beneficial.
Recently i took a quantum leap into a community where I lived a completely different manner than I had til that moment. (though, honestly, since 8my moments of living have been quite varied and left me with a varietal of options for how I seek to spend the rest of my days roaming the planet.)
The environment turned out to be exactly what I needed to do what I do now.
I worked with two of the toughest characters, who I refuse to believe are no longer friends with me just because they don't care for what they think I mean, when isay what i have most recently been saying to them about how certain behaviors do not match up with language.
The "Leap" or "quantum" nature of this whole thing was that everyone that lived within the community left with still a thread of respect for one another to any number of degrees, and that to me is a method that exists on such a finite scale in this world, I would have to surmise we are on to the beginning of what I like to call 'new clear energy'.
Yeah, Yeah, I know, there arew a million labels out there and I had to pick the one that felt the most creative at the time. I'm sure in 5 years I'll be like...
"really?, that's what I sounded like?"
But for now, this iswhat I got and I see it working if everyone gains the strength to do it honestly.
Honesty is a tough one.
I think it feels easier to some to 'portray' 'love' rather than actually feel it by living in a deep state of trust with another. Hell, all if possible.
Either way.
I feel like we started something really positive.
I watched it fall apart and come back together in some of the most miraculous ways and I feel the energy to be filled with a sense of comraderie in this journey to the calm.
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