It takes just one moment for everything in your life to fall away and for you to stand in the center of the storm watching it all make nearly no sense at all. You could medicate yourself out of it, but that would only make you more numb to the truth of the occurrence and a lot less present to what it is you are looking for.
You could ignore it and just pretend nothing is happening inside and that everything is ok, but then who learns?
You could believe it will all work out in the end, but, if you have no idea what direction to go, getting to the end could take forever.
It is always possible that it's a feeling or sensation that you picked up from someone else. Something that gave them a moment of refuge as they shared their story with you, but gave you some of their plague to carry and cleanse. This is always a challenge for people to understand because they do not truly see how interconnected they really are. People don't stop to notice the finite details of one another anymore. They move at alarming rates and blame others who can not keep up as if they were the reason behind the tragedy of not moving along fast enough.
Truth is, there are purposes for us all.
Know yours.
I am meeting friends again in a way I had not seen before. I am getting an opportunity to see just how amazing the people I know really are. I am happy for it and in that I take refuge. I will learn even more about who I am and how I function by letting go of every yesterday I may have been born with and releasing into the fresh today.
Be love.
Be kind.
Be free.
Thursday, June 6, 2013
Tuesday, May 21, 2013
A Charles Eisenstein Excerpt for the Poor Schlep who Doesn't get It
"We sense ourselves as discrete beings, separate from the universe around us. Accordingly Scientific Method is unable to handle phenomena of which the experimenter is an inseparable aspect. Suppose something like telepathy works if and only if the experimenter genuinely believes it will. If this is the case, telepathy is inherently beyond the reach of Scientific Method, because the experimenter is not freely replicable. A skeptical experimenter cannot confirm it by precisely replicating the 'initial conditions'. because the initial conditions bring different results for different experimenters."
The Ascent of Humanity
~Charles Eisenstein
RE: Written
We think we ain't seen and that the world is against us or for us. Science tries to makes sense of it, but, common sense dictates each scientist has their own agenda even in objectivity. Meaning, all bitches got they own way they wanna see shit and that makes shit out to be what they say it is even if it ain't for some other poor schlep. And, ya'll bitches know Telepathy works, and, it seems it can be documented, however, if we who study it and experiment with it and use it tell everyone, the world would quite literally fall to hell in a hand basket in a very short time because bitches don't got they shit on lock down.
Simple concepts fuck people up and they rarely recover from it.
Who the fuck wants to be inside everyone else's head anyway?
The Ascent of Humanity
~Charles Eisenstein
RE: Written
We think we ain't seen and that the world is against us or for us. Science tries to makes sense of it, but, common sense dictates each scientist has their own agenda even in objectivity. Meaning, all bitches got they own way they wanna see shit and that makes shit out to be what they say it is even if it ain't for some other poor schlep. And, ya'll bitches know Telepathy works, and, it seems it can be documented, however, if we who study it and experiment with it and use it tell everyone, the world would quite literally fall to hell in a hand basket in a very short time because bitches don't got they shit on lock down.
Simple concepts fuck people up and they rarely recover from it.
Who the fuck wants to be inside everyone else's head anyway?
Monday, January 21, 2013
POLY-ME
(Returned from the archives and edited for a little less rambling and a little more clarity.)
We take the responsibility as Street Scholars. Some with degrees not fitting in, some with degrees fitting perfectly, and some with no degree at all. Most with an intuitive nature about the things that feel quite 'negative' to the physiology and to that which feels more favorable. We share the ideas & we do not claim "Master" or "Pastor" (lest it be to say "we are all able to master our own pastorship"). We design US to remind US (while we are [r][t]eaching) to say to one another: "Define YOU, and I will define "ME" in you,... through your current belief system.
...
My friend Norm (Norman Albers) mentioned something along the lines of "nullspeed" and the speed of light which I easily correlated to the speed of each person within the collective whole of USAll. Which allowed me to further flex the ways in which WE can more expansively relate to HOW to 'perform' the "ever CHANGING and ADAPTING YOU" .
...
Perhaps we could come from the plainest space. The "ground zero" of our current humanity.
Perhaps we could build orphanages with that kind of openess to seeing the design in creation in each moment.
Perhaps homeless shelters, where the desired outcome is not that they are 'off the street' (seriously, let's be real about why some of them are homeless in the first place) but that they are being educated to their specificity for the shelter and food they receive.
Week one:
Live here this way. Attend two hours of "awareness training" (this varies for every single being at every single changing moment).
This could, over time, create a kind of compression on spaces of existence allowing for homelessness but affording more education.
I feel like somewhere I heard we are affording $30,000 per inmate for a prison stay per year. We are providing $7000 per kid for an education... ??? ...(she scratches her head wondering how people don't see this).
I simply force my "self" to stay focused on "CREATIVE" because I just don't have the money to buy whatever I want and I don't have the degree to get me into all those 'special people' doors, and I really only have roughly 100 years on this planet, so, I kinda wanna use my time reeeeally wisely.
Seems to teach the CREATIVE SOLUTION and develope an AXIALLY PIVOTAL BEING with little more than a goal to "In.Still the POWER of LEARNING in a way that has purpose beyond pomp.
...
From a most expansive space of knowledge and spiritual understanding we send the gift of life to a space where consciousness is currently being called "the space of Suffering". However, with the "Street Scholar Education System" it can be seeded that, in fact, tHERE is no suffering. WE MUST ONLY KNOW that if we think there is suffering,... then there is~ !
I've stopped turning many wheels of suffering within my experience and in that it allows my form to spin a minimal number of energy wheels and ACT with much greater speed and accuracy and imperativeness to my specific experience.
REMINDER TO ME:
~I AM NOT ME as some seperate entity from the whole.
~I AM ME COLLECTIVE.
AND READ THIS NOW AS THE FOUNDATION TO ALL COURSES FOR any and all SYSTEMS for any STORY or PHILOSOPHY or THEORY.
A FOUNDATION FOR ANY WORLD DESIRED TO BE CREATED... IT IS ALL ONE...
~IF YOU HURT IT
YOU WILL BE HURT
~IF YOU DO NOT
YOU WILL BE ONE...
NOT RIGHT
NOT WRONG
JUST GET TO THE BIZNESSS OF IZNESSS of the heART!!!
...
♥
dance in us
swing you free
reflection glorius
the me in we
axial radiance
We take the responsibility as Street Scholars. Some with degrees not fitting in, some with degrees fitting perfectly, and some with no degree at all. Most with an intuitive nature about the things that feel quite 'negative' to the physiology and to that which feels more favorable. We share the ideas & we do not claim "Master" or "Pastor" (lest it be to say "we are all able to master our own pastorship"). We design US to remind US (while we are [r][t]eaching) to say to one another: "Define YOU, and I will define "ME" in you,... through your current belief system.
...
My friend Norm (Norman Albers) mentioned something along the lines of "nullspeed" and the speed of light which I easily correlated to the speed of each person within the collective whole of USAll. Which allowed me to further flex the ways in which WE can more expansively relate to HOW to 'perform' the "ever CHANGING and ADAPTING YOU" .
...
Perhaps we could come from the plainest space. The "ground zero" of our current humanity.
Perhaps we could build orphanages with that kind of openess to seeing the design in creation in each moment.
Perhaps homeless shelters, where the desired outcome is not that they are 'off the street' (seriously, let's be real about why some of them are homeless in the first place) but that they are being educated to their specificity for the shelter and food they receive.
Week one:
Live here this way. Attend two hours of "awareness training" (this varies for every single being at every single changing moment).
This could, over time, create a kind of compression on spaces of existence allowing for homelessness but affording more education.
I feel like somewhere I heard we are affording $30,000 per inmate for a prison stay per year. We are providing $7000 per kid for an education... ??? ...(she scratches her head wondering how people don't see this).
I simply force my "self" to stay focused on "CREATIVE" because I just don't have the money to buy whatever I want and I don't have the degree to get me into all those 'special people' doors, and I really only have roughly 100 years on this planet, so, I kinda wanna use my time reeeeally wisely.
Seems to teach the CREATIVE SOLUTION and develope an AXIALLY PIVOTAL BEING with little more than a goal to "In.Still the POWER of LEARNING in a way that has purpose beyond pomp.
...
From a most expansive space of knowledge and spiritual understanding we send the gift of life to a space where consciousness is currently being called "the space of Suffering". However, with the "Street Scholar Education System" it can be seeded that, in fact, tHERE is no suffering. WE MUST ONLY KNOW that if we think there is suffering,... then there is~ !
I've stopped turning many wheels of suffering within my experience and in that it allows my form to spin a minimal number of energy wheels and ACT with much greater speed and accuracy and imperativeness to my specific experience.
REMINDER TO ME:
~I AM NOT ME as some seperate entity from the whole.
~I AM ME COLLECTIVE.
AND READ THIS NOW AS THE FOUNDATION TO ALL COURSES FOR any and all SYSTEMS for any STORY or PHILOSOPHY or THEORY.
A FOUNDATION FOR ANY WORLD DESIRED TO BE CREATED... IT IS ALL ONE...
~IF YOU HURT IT
YOU WILL BE HURT
~IF YOU DO NOT
YOU WILL BE ONE...
NOT RIGHT
NOT WRONG
JUST GET TO THE BIZNESSS OF IZNESSS of the heART!!!
...
♥
dance in us
swing you free
reflection glorius
the me in we
axial radiance
Friday, January 4, 2013
WOW! SALT! WOMAN survives a winter tragedy and makes it bliss.
Fit Efficient Active Engaged.
in and out.
saturated polydimensionally
mobi.US DNA
spectacularly present-
(she stepped out of the car, after hearing several comments about how her loved one's were experiencing knee pain)
It is winter (she thought) and as I have times when the ground is slippery and uneven (she continued to marvel as she over extended her leg slightly to counter manuver the ice and snow in a manner to stabilize the form after having HoISTeD itself from an extremely low driving sporty car) ...I will me to invent an idea that would have me NOT over-extending my CELL'f.
"SALT!" (popped in her mind and she smiled imagining a small pan of salt in the car and using it to sprinkle a little before stepping out of the vehicle) (then she pondered "how") the pan can be the size of a small kitty litter box. but where will i keep it? oh! in the front seat, on the floor! (then someone sat down in the seat and I thought, I could ask them to sit in the back seat? lol) ok, so I may have a passenger, so, I'll stick the pan in the back seat (the image popped in her head and then she noticed the difficulty in the project and let it go altogether until it the ideas origination came again and the smile she smiles when she laughs at her self comes across her face).
I went in, checked the date and time to see if i was parked on the right or wrong side. As I rarely know what Day it is, let alone if the date is "even" or "odd". It was the "evens" day and I had to move the car. So, I went out, began to move the car. Noticed I was turned to far on icey road having pulled what I now call a "michigan-winter-lazy". I thought for sure I could beat the laws of physics and make that tight U'y into the drive-way of my neighbor).
Car got hard-core stuck T-bone style in the winter road and the reverse WAS NOT a 'go-go'. I laughed outloud because the SALT came to mind again and I made the trek indoors to tell the girls where I would be for an unknown amount of time. Mik chose to help and, so, with a piece of carpet I hade her tuck under the front right passengers side and a little salt from the two back tires (I did not help or guide her to do anything. I stood on the opposite side of the car telling her I trusted her when she asked "where exactly mom? I dont know what you mean") and I got ready to do the impossible. I man stopped asking if I needed any help and I was so happy inside to have had this challenge arrive for me that I said kindly smiling and laughing "well, ...I kinda set me up to accomplish this and so, if you wouldnt mind stickn around in case I can't pull this miracle off" and nearly simultaenously he was smiling and was suggesting he stick around in case also.
I got in the car, Mik watched with the recorder still rolling keeping tabs on my genius, lol, and I began to get that little rock going juuuust enough in roughly 5 revs, to get up outta the icy ditch-ish thingy ya get when the road dips into the curb in the city and up past the tipping point. Everyone was truly happy in the moment when all doubt was removed that, 'nearly anything is possible' when you put your mind to it and it feels good to see you graduating in patience for an experience.
When I listened to me in my head saying, "well, im gonna try this like this real quick if ya dont mind just sticking around in case" instead of "no thank you, I'm can get this by my self",... well,... then I just kinda came to this notion that, if I get a parking ticket for parking on the "wrong side" of the road because Im writing this blog tight now? I'm a guessin a ticket it TOTALLY worth paying for because im so excited right now I could piss my pants replaying the 10 minutes in my head. If only I had pictures to share the pickle I had gotten me into. Nutty folks.
juSt-Nutty.
The thing thats got some of ya thinkin right now might be "Why the fUCk didnt she just park the car on the right side of the road when she was out there after the "miracle"... ?
... LMAO-
oi~ ...
...it DID cross my mind as I stepped out of the car again, lol, just so ya know.
Just like me to get all excited to share with ya that id be willing to let it all go again just to watch this part in my lifes movie from the Truman Show! Because THATS how excited I am to be a part of such an amazing world. The heart ache. The pain. The tears and fears. The 'Tears For Fears'... lol (she sings...) "SHOUT! SHOUT! let it all OUT! These are the things we can doOo withOut... come on, im talkin to you, come on".
And now, the end of this to go move a car that, perhaps, has a parking ticket.
(she smiles and giggles)... but maybe it doesn't (she winks)
in and out.
saturated polydimensionally
mobi.US DNA
spectacularly present-
(she stepped out of the car, after hearing several comments about how her loved one's were experiencing knee pain)
It is winter (she thought) and as I have times when the ground is slippery and uneven (she continued to marvel as she over extended her leg slightly to counter manuver the ice and snow in a manner to stabilize the form after having HoISTeD itself from an extremely low driving sporty car) ...I will me to invent an idea that would have me NOT over-extending my CELL'f.
"SALT!" (popped in her mind and she smiled imagining a small pan of salt in the car and using it to sprinkle a little before stepping out of the vehicle) (then she pondered "how") the pan can be the size of a small kitty litter box. but where will i keep it? oh! in the front seat, on the floor! (then someone sat down in the seat and I thought, I could ask them to sit in the back seat? lol) ok, so I may have a passenger, so, I'll stick the pan in the back seat (the image popped in her head and then she noticed the difficulty in the project and let it go altogether until it the ideas origination came again and the smile she smiles when she laughs at her self comes across her face).
I went in, checked the date and time to see if i was parked on the right or wrong side. As I rarely know what Day it is, let alone if the date is "even" or "odd". It was the "evens" day and I had to move the car. So, I went out, began to move the car. Noticed I was turned to far on icey road having pulled what I now call a "michigan-winter-lazy". I thought for sure I could beat the laws of physics and make that tight U'y into the drive-way of my neighbor).
Car got hard-core stuck T-bone style in the winter road and the reverse WAS NOT a 'go-go'. I laughed outloud because the SALT came to mind again and I made the trek indoors to tell the girls where I would be for an unknown amount of time. Mik chose to help and, so, with a piece of carpet I hade her tuck under the front right passengers side and a little salt from the two back tires (I did not help or guide her to do anything. I stood on the opposite side of the car telling her I trusted her when she asked "where exactly mom? I dont know what you mean") and I got ready to do the impossible. I man stopped asking if I needed any help and I was so happy inside to have had this challenge arrive for me that I said kindly smiling and laughing "well, ...I kinda set me up to accomplish this and so, if you wouldnt mind stickn around in case I can't pull this miracle off" and nearly simultaenously he was smiling and was suggesting he stick around in case also.
I got in the car, Mik watched with the recorder still rolling keeping tabs on my genius, lol, and I began to get that little rock going juuuust enough in roughly 5 revs, to get up outta the icy ditch-ish thingy ya get when the road dips into the curb in the city and up past the tipping point. Everyone was truly happy in the moment when all doubt was removed that, 'nearly anything is possible' when you put your mind to it and it feels good to see you graduating in patience for an experience.
When I listened to me in my head saying, "well, im gonna try this like this real quick if ya dont mind just sticking around in case" instead of "no thank you, I'm can get this by my self",... well,... then I just kinda came to this notion that, if I get a parking ticket for parking on the "wrong side" of the road because Im writing this blog tight now? I'm a guessin a ticket it TOTALLY worth paying for because im so excited right now I could piss my pants replaying the 10 minutes in my head. If only I had pictures to share the pickle I had gotten me into. Nutty folks.
juSt-Nutty.
The thing thats got some of ya thinkin right now might be "Why the fUCk didnt she just park the car on the right side of the road when she was out there after the "miracle"... ?
... LMAO-
oi~ ...
...it DID cross my mind as I stepped out of the car again, lol, just so ya know.
Just like me to get all excited to share with ya that id be willing to let it all go again just to watch this part in my lifes movie from the Truman Show! Because THATS how excited I am to be a part of such an amazing world. The heart ache. The pain. The tears and fears. The 'Tears For Fears'... lol (she sings...) "SHOUT! SHOUT! let it all OUT! These are the things we can doOo withOut... come on, im talkin to you, come on".
And now, the end of this to go move a car that, perhaps, has a parking ticket.
(she smiles and giggles)... but maybe it doesn't (she winks)
Sunday, December 30, 2012
Do you see me change or do eye remain still for you?
We sit in our skins.
Watching everything move about.
We think it is US that is doing the moving.
But we are, perhaps, like an eye, at the end of an antennae.
Like the electricity in a Static Globe arcing out to meet another...
any'other...
Someone who shares the perplexity and complexity. Someone who lives in that field of truth. A person to surpass the stories and find them swimming amongst all others and their stories. We look to meet another,... who we can settle with,... to sums of degree's... degree's beyond phd's.
We seek out any other who might take the ride with us for a few, occasionally 'unsettling' moments, while we learn the discourse of our inner expression, an expression bound to its flesh as it cultivates and is cultivated.
We sheep some and we Shepard some.
We feed some and feed off some and some feed us and feed off us.
We oscillate.
We give a bit, receive a little, evaluate and assess the usefulness of any given thing, idea or imagining and then we devour it into cellular memory, embedded to be used again, perhaps the next day, ...perhaps in a decade.
We dance in our skin.
We see others doing the same.
Each to a degree of their own accord, ...choosing and/or awareness.
Freedom from want is a mighty challenge in deed. Patience and Will are something one could use in abundance for these bits to unfold and evolve.
Oh dear holy source energetic frequencies and fields be plentiful and nourish as we travel even as you may remain completely still.
Eyes hear and noses read and mouths can take it in whole without a single bite.
We are the glue, the bottle, and the objects we stick to.get.her.
BRiDGEwurx.US
Watching everything move about.
We think it is US that is doing the moving.
But we are, perhaps, like an eye, at the end of an antennae.
Like the electricity in a Static Globe arcing out to meet another...
any'other...
Someone who shares the perplexity and complexity. Someone who lives in that field of truth. A person to surpass the stories and find them swimming amongst all others and their stories. We look to meet another,... who we can settle with,... to sums of degree's... degree's beyond phd's.
We seek out any other who might take the ride with us for a few, occasionally 'unsettling' moments, while we learn the discourse of our inner expression, an expression bound to its flesh as it cultivates and is cultivated.
We sheep some and we Shepard some.
We feed some and feed off some and some feed us and feed off us.
We oscillate.
We give a bit, receive a little, evaluate and assess the usefulness of any given thing, idea or imagining and then we devour it into cellular memory, embedded to be used again, perhaps the next day, ...perhaps in a decade.
We dance in our skin.
We see others doing the same.
Each to a degree of their own accord, ...choosing and/or awareness.
Freedom from want is a mighty challenge in deed. Patience and Will are something one could use in abundance for these bits to unfold and evolve.
Oh dear holy source energetic frequencies and fields be plentiful and nourish as we travel even as you may remain completely still.
Eyes hear and noses read and mouths can take it in whole without a single bite.
We are the glue, the bottle, and the objects we stick to.get.her.
BRiDGEwurx.US
Monday, October 22, 2012
All your experience. Everyday,... ...spiritual.
"A spiritual dimension is a dimension where now and creativity and imagination all flow in a wave of patterns inexplicable in words. Feelings of genuine joy for anothers happiness is in tandem with one's own evolving bliss. Learning this can be staggering to the mind which is why living to be present to observing your heart release from the hardening it has had happen to it can be such an overwhelming feeling. Give you time to adjust to the changes and make it a ruleset in your journey to avoid traditional minded judgment. In the Spiritual realm, we open to the potentialities of creating matter with something beyond brain/mind and we learn how to cultivate with heart/mind. These terms may be, initially, a bit confusing. These terms may even seem freightening, or perhaps even feel "cultish" when so many are saying the same kinds of things. The beauty of the "Spiritual" is that no one ever has to meet, or refer to one another for purpose, or read a book to tell them where to go and what to do. The beauty of the spiritual, is that it is you. Everything you have ever had to experience until this very moment has brought you to your knees before the greatest savior of all. You. Your developing person. The one who was born with you, teethed with you, learned to ride a bike with you and of course, felt the feeling you felt when the training wheels were removed and you were riding as your singular you. Feeling the wind with just you. Feeling the coast, the rush, the heart pumping as you pedaled up hill with just you. And, the balance as you looked down at the road passing beneath your racing wheels. All you. All your experience. Everyday,...spiritual."
~adena marie koslek
~adena marie koslek
Sunday, April 29, 2012
human artifact
I feed off the carion of the humans artifacts.
Each breath of me feuled by finding out,
how far does it go... ???
How far do we go to meet parts of us we had no idea could possibly be?
...how far beyond imagination would you take your physiological training if you knew it meant a wild inner peace?
I feed off the carrion of the humans and their artifacts.
All the scraps of food left behind,
I happily claim it as my own
and devour it with pleasure.
"Sure~,...,yes, that last dried up peace of 'golden (frozen) pizza', left out for 3 hours after lunch, YES,... I'll take it".
Is it always like this?
As an artifact scavenger?
Taking pride in cleaning up in spaces where others are not wishing to claim the ends of these meals? Is that what I am saying take pride in this act alone? This act of "eating everyones left overs?"
...
No.
...
And I feel I should assure you, I have also been served up quite tasty home cooked meals where I arrive (exactly to it) and I am happy for the piping hot EVERything, as I watch the steam billow from the setting, (& etc.)
I have also arrived exactly on time for another to pay for a meal out, where service is given by someone being paid to give service and not so much a dish in return need be washed, rinsed, or dried.
"Oh yes, please, I'd love to go out and I do not have the funds for it"
So HOW does it work then? How is it that the system even runs if I'm not contributing more than (she darts to grab her phone calculator to get a ball park on the amount of money she is putting, as a globe.all citizen, back into the system... ??? ...oi~) I am eating a 3 hour old piece of frozen pizza and doing laundry (mine and theirs) playing with dogs (the house I am at runs a dog care facility) feeding dogs, watering dogs, walking, running and napping dogs.
I also work on blogging, youtubing and facebooking and twittering. I also do a little beading (which is something that is meditation, artistic, creative and a potentially income). I know i can get more help from the government, but I'm trying to get creative before I get lazy in the mind. I can tell ya, a couple years sitting still with the status quo was enough for me... (she gets the shivers)... not goin back.
They couple that bought the house are slowing also doing renovations. One of the renovations consisted of my applying a bright mural to their bedroom wall and the rest was mostly just room by rooming it til all was complete. One of those things being worked on is removing wallpaper in a back bedroom. I will also be including this in part of what I am including as work being multitasked.
I'm able to do this because I really know who I am and slowly but surly, i am attracting more and more, people who are really taking the time to CHOOSE to LEARN about how to ADAPT to all the amazing parts of our shared space. One of which is getting creative with how to dispurse the work load immediatly. Everyone should be exerting an equal out and in ratio. Dispersing energy in this way brings balance to entire communties because everyone knows we just do when we are in the doing mode and we dont when we dont. But no matter how the wind blows, rain or shine, there are days in a month that must be balanced too. So fine, vacation for 6 months, but then be ready to work over time the other 6 for we are a society of poly-dimensional beings and I can say to you I can survive on even less.
I can give even more.
I can not believe ...i can find even deeper sense of peace~ and knowing~...and allowing.
I can now believe, i will be endlessly arriving, for the remainder of all days ever lived on any plain in any conceived of time.like.time.frame,...i will be indefatigably reaching fresher points of perspective. I am pleasantly happy generally,...it is my nature,...but to find bliss and peace oftener even outside my nature,... ...oh my the feelings felt.
Each breath of me feuled by finding out,
how far does it go... ???
How far do we go to meet parts of us we had no idea could possibly be?
...how far beyond imagination would you take your physiological training if you knew it meant a wild inner peace?
I feed off the carrion of the humans and their artifacts.
All the scraps of food left behind,
I happily claim it as my own
and devour it with pleasure.
"Sure~,...,yes, that last dried up peace of 'golden (frozen) pizza', left out for 3 hours after lunch, YES,... I'll take it".
Is it always like this?
As an artifact scavenger?
Taking pride in cleaning up in spaces where others are not wishing to claim the ends of these meals? Is that what I am saying take pride in this act alone? This act of "eating everyones left overs?"
...
No.
...
And I feel I should assure you, I have also been served up quite tasty home cooked meals where I arrive (exactly to it) and I am happy for the piping hot EVERything, as I watch the steam billow from the setting, (& etc.)
I have also arrived exactly on time for another to pay for a meal out, where service is given by someone being paid to give service and not so much a dish in return need be washed, rinsed, or dried.
"Oh yes, please, I'd love to go out and I do not have the funds for it"
So HOW does it work then? How is it that the system even runs if I'm not contributing more than (she darts to grab her phone calculator to get a ball park on the amount of money she is putting, as a globe.all citizen, back into the system... ??? ...oi~) I am eating a 3 hour old piece of frozen pizza and doing laundry (mine and theirs) playing with dogs (the house I am at runs a dog care facility) feeding dogs, watering dogs, walking, running and napping dogs.
I also work on blogging, youtubing and facebooking and twittering. I also do a little beading (which is something that is meditation, artistic, creative and a potentially income). I know i can get more help from the government, but I'm trying to get creative before I get lazy in the mind. I can tell ya, a couple years sitting still with the status quo was enough for me... (she gets the shivers)... not goin back.
They couple that bought the house are slowing also doing renovations. One of the renovations consisted of my applying a bright mural to their bedroom wall and the rest was mostly just room by rooming it til all was complete. One of those things being worked on is removing wallpaper in a back bedroom. I will also be including this in part of what I am including as work being multitasked.
I'm able to do this because I really know who I am and slowly but surly, i am attracting more and more, people who are really taking the time to CHOOSE to LEARN about how to ADAPT to all the amazing parts of our shared space. One of which is getting creative with how to dispurse the work load immediatly. Everyone should be exerting an equal out and in ratio. Dispersing energy in this way brings balance to entire communties because everyone knows we just do when we are in the doing mode and we dont when we dont. But no matter how the wind blows, rain or shine, there are days in a month that must be balanced too. So fine, vacation for 6 months, but then be ready to work over time the other 6 for we are a society of poly-dimensional beings and I can say to you I can survive on even less.
I can give even more.
I can not believe ...i can find even deeper sense of peace~ and knowing~...and allowing.
I can now believe, i will be endlessly arriving, for the remainder of all days ever lived on any plain in any conceived of time.like.time.frame,...i will be indefatigably reaching fresher points of perspective. I am pleasantly happy generally,...it is my nature,...but to find bliss and peace oftener even outside my nature,... ...oh my the feelings felt.
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