human artifact

I feed off the carion of the humans artifacts.
Each breath of me feuled by finding out,
how far does it go... ???
How far do we go to meet parts of us we had no idea could possibly be?

...how far beyond imagination would you take your physiological training if you knew it meant a wild inner peace?

I feed off the carrion of the humans and their artifacts.
All the scraps of food left behind,
I happily claim it as my own
and devour it with pleasure.
"Sure~,...,yes, that last dried up peace of 'golden (frozen) pizza', left out for 3 hours after lunch, YES,... I'll take it".

Is it always like this?
As an artifact scavenger?
Taking pride in cleaning up in spaces where others are not wishing to claim the ends of these meals? Is that what I am saying take pride in this act alone? This act of "eating everyones left overs?"
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No.
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And I feel I should assure you, I have also been served up quite tasty home cooked meals where I arrive (exactly to it) and I am happy for the piping hot EVERything, as I watch the steam billow from the setting, (& etc.)

I have also arrived exactly on time for another to pay for a meal out, where service is given by someone being paid to give service and not so much a dish in return need be washed, rinsed, or dried.

"Oh yes, please, I'd love to go out and I do not have the funds for it"
So HOW does it work then? How is it that the system even runs if I'm not contributing more than (she darts to grab her phone calculator to get a ball park on the amount of money she is putting, as a globe.all citizen, back into the system... ??? ...oi~) I am eating a 3 hour old piece of frozen pizza and doing laundry (mine and theirs) playing with dogs (the house I am at runs a dog care facility) feeding dogs, watering dogs, walking, running and napping dogs.

I also work on blogging, youtubing and facebooking and twittering. I also do a little beading (which is something that is meditation, artistic, creative and a potentially income). I know i can get more help from the government, but I'm trying to get creative before I get lazy in the mind. I can tell ya, a couple years sitting still with the status quo was enough for me... (she gets the shivers)... not goin back.

They couple that bought the house are slowing also doing renovations. One of the renovations consisted of my applying a bright mural to their bedroom wall and the rest was mostly just room by rooming it til all was complete. One of those things being worked on is removing wallpaper in a back bedroom. I will also be including this in part of what I am including as work being multitasked.

I'm able to do this because I really know who I am and slowly but surly, i am attracting more and more, people who are really taking the time to CHOOSE to LEARN about how to ADAPT to all the amazing parts of our shared space. One of which is getting creative with how to dispurse the work load immediatly. Everyone should be exerting an equal out and in ratio. Dispersing energy in this way brings balance to entire communties because everyone knows we just do when we are in the doing mode and we dont when we dont. But no matter how the wind blows, rain or shine, there are days in a month that must be balanced too. So fine, vacation for 6 months, but then be ready to work over time the other 6 for we are a society of poly-dimensional beings and I can say to you I can survive on even less.

I can give even more.

I can not believe ...i can find even deeper sense of peace~ and knowing~...and allowing.

I can now believe, i will be endlessly arriving, for the remainder of all days ever lived on any plain in any conceived of time.like.time.frame,...i will be indefatigably reaching fresher points of perspective. I am pleasantly happy generally,...it is my nature,...but to find bliss and peace oftener even outside my nature,... ...oh my the feelings felt.